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Continuation of the Morgantown week post! You may still RP at the first post, this new post is just to help keep things tidy. :D For a more detailed account of this week, go to the first post.
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Date: 2012-10-12 04:56 am (UTC)*the words are out of his mouth before he can think about how he has to explain to Diana*
We aren't going to meet the gang, Ruby. Not like this. What the hell are you even--
*growls and shuts himself up when he sees Diana's expression, she's gone from worried to almost scared and he knows it's his fault*
Ruby, can I borrow you for a second?
*doesn't wait for an answer before stalking outside, leaving the door open behind him*
-Dean
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Date: 2012-10-12 05:18 am (UTC)I didn't say "the gang", I said Granny. *she pushes the glasses up on her head, her hand shaking slightly*
You can keep pushing me away...but last night...back at the diner... You were right. I feel like I've been dying inside ever since and I can't... I'm sorry.
You're my family. She's my family. She...said some things I don't understand Dean... Pretty weird things actually. I think she might be going a little senile... Curses and magic and stuff. You wouldn't believe it if I told you...
- Ruby
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Date: 2012-10-12 05:26 am (UTC)Me pushing you away? Are you...you've gotta be kidding me, right?
You can't make up your mind. You hold that baby like she's yours, twenty minutes later you tell me to go fuck myself and hitch a ride. You tell me to share a bed so we can sell this to Diana, then you smack me in the face.
So you'll have to give me a fucking break if I'm a little wary of letting you be near the girls.
I'm not letting you tell Diana about this, letting you confuse and hurt her, just so you can decide oh wait, it's not really what you want, and walk out the door again. I'm not doing it, Ruby.
Curses and magic, huh? Well...that I can work with. You're still not taking the girls.
-Dean
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Date: 2012-10-12 05:43 am (UTC)Walking away was... stupid. I was scared and you acted like it was just another Wednesday night, no big deal...
*holds up her hands*
I'm not... *sighs* I'm not here to argue with you. I need to understand this and you know more than you're telling me and I don't understand all the things she's telling me.
I need my family. You kept telling me, but I didn't think it was possible... I had no way of knowing just how much it would hurt.
You said I was always talking you off the ledge. Telling you how important it was for us to stick together...
*she presses the backs of her fingers to her mouth for a moment and seems to collect herself*
I understand if you don't want me. If you don't love me anymore. Hell...hate me if you want, but I can't not be a part of their lives. Once I get this figured out, because I will...I'll get back what was taken from me, I know it will be so much worse without them. Without you.
- Ruby
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Date: 2012-10-12 05:56 am (UTC)Look at me. Does it look...does it look like I don't want you? You are everything to me, Ruby. Everything. You're acting like you're the only one getting hurt here. Like it's a picnic for me to remember everything that you can't. That I remember how much I love you and how perfect we were together. You're wrong.
I wish it was me. Okay? I do. If I could take it away, if I could fix you and be broken instead, I'd do it. Cause I'm dyin here, Ruby. I'm dyin and you keep walking away and I don't know what the hell you want me to do about it.
If you wanna use me for information, to help you decode Granny, that's fine. I'll help. But you...you are not taking the girls. You don't even know them and they...are mine. They're my responsibility. I'm already losing you, I'm not letting them get messed up in this too.
-Dean
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Date: 2012-10-12 06:20 am (UTC)I only walked away once...in the diner. Then last night when we found each other again somehow...you threw me out. I keep trying to come back, trying to...to find the woman you love...loved...
I know I shouldn't have...slapped you, but... God, Dean, you make me crazy.
You're only losing me if you want to lose me, because I got a taste of being without you and... I hate it. I don't just want you for information, but she seems to know more about me that doesn't mesh with what I know. *just talking to Granny made her ache all over again for the way she'd felt when she woke up in his arms*
I'm missing so much time, and I feel like if I could just... If I can fit the pieces together, everything will be okay again. I'll remember, and maybe one day you'll consider letting me be a part of Maddie and Diana's lives again... Maybe even... *she stops before saying "yours"*
If you...if you want me, I'll be right down there. *points to her room* I can respect that you don't want me to see the girls. I'll take whatever you'll give me, Dean.
Just don't shut me out completely.
Please.
I need you too.
- Ruby
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Date: 2012-10-12 03:23 pm (UTC)*he can't help the half laugh that escapes him then along with a genuine smile and he doesn't know how this woman takes him from pissed off to laughing in 4 seconds*
I drive you crazy, huh? Well at least one thing's back to normal.
*his heart actually hurts when she says she needs him. That's a tough thing to get even Has Her Memory Ruby to admit*
Hey... *shakes his head*
*while he's holding her he whispers in her ear* If you want to know what I know, you'll have to let me show you...not tell you. If I told you, you wouldn't believe me. And I'm gonna make you promise me something I made you promise me the day we first met: You don't go running for the hills.
-Dean
((Don't know if this is going to fit in with your endgames but Dean's gonna come clean.......in SUCH a Dean Winchester way))
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Date: 2012-10-12 05:14 pm (UTC)*she shakes her head a little when he tells her to promise she won't run.*
I promise. *her voice is soft, but there's no doubt that she means it*
I have to... I need to know... to fix this. Fix us.
Do you... *she clears her throat and removes one of her hands to wipe her eyes and takes a shakey breath* Can you just do this... Hold me a little longer first.
Then... I promise I won't run... And you can show me anything.
- Ruby
((my endgames are always flexible and ever changing and evolving. lol. That's why there are at least three right now. XD))
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Date: 2012-10-12 05:24 pm (UTC)We can do this as long as you want...
*lays his cheek down on top of her head, realizing that he's turning slowly back and forth like when he holds Maddie. Force of habit he guesses*
I'll be straight with you, Ruby, I don't think it's going to fix anything and I think it's going to scare the hell out of you. But you were right...it's not fair for me not to tell you.
*he takes her by the shoulders and takes a step back after a couple minutes* Go on over to your room, I'll be there in a second.
*he gives her a little push because he knows neither of them actually want to let go right then and then ducks his head back into the room, telling Diana he and Ruby had an errand to run so she should sit tight. Finish breakfast, feed Maddie, watch some TV, whatever*
*The door to Ruby's room is unlocked and he lets himself in*
Okay. You sure about this?
-Dean
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Date: 2012-10-12 05:42 pm (UTC)I handled all of this...whatever you're about to tell me or show me...before, right?
So, I guess I'm as ready as I'll ever be...
*her hands are clasped in her lap, keeping her skirt decent*
- Ruby
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Date: 2012-10-12 05:51 pm (UTC)Fair enough.
*he holds out a hand and helps her stand up, then moves behind her and walks her over so she's standing in front of the big mirror above the motel room's dresser*
I need you to do three things. First, let me touch you. Second, watch yourself in the mirror. Last, don't scream.
*he lays his hands on her thighs and moves his fingers tips over them slowly*
Can you do that?
-Dean
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Date: 2012-10-12 06:01 pm (UTC)Yes...
*opens her eyes again, trying hard to keep them on herself and not watching him. Her heart feels like it is about to beat its way out of her chest or explode from keeping herself still combined with his closeness*
Dean... What... *takes a deep breath* What should I be looking for?
- Ruby
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Date: 2012-10-12 06:26 pm (UTC)*slides his hands up under her skirt and leaves them resting on her thighs, almost touching her where he'd actually like to...but not quite*
*whispers* Just watch. This is the only way I know how to...
*he lowers his head and bites her neck hard before running over the mark with his tongue. His hands grip her legs and pull her back against him as he grinds forward and he groans even though he knows this isn't about him in the least*
*he doesn't look up from what he's doing to see if it's working or not, he has a feeling she'll let him know*
-Dean
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Date: 2012-10-12 07:02 pm (UTC)Dean...
*when he moves against her, she instinctively arches back, fighting to keep her eyes open and focused on herself in the mirror. She can't help they way her eyes are drawn to him...to his hands on her...his mouth against her neck...*
*for a moment... It's almost as if... But no. It was nothing.*
- Ruby
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Date: 2012-10-12 07:09 pm (UTC)Okay... Guess I gotta try harder...
*he pushes her panties down halfway, leaving her skirt on. Wrapping one arm around her stomach, he uses the other to undo his jeans*
*he looks up and meets her eyes in the mirror, nodding down at the dresser*
Keep watching...and you might wanna hold on to something.
-Dean Winchester, Fucking SOMETHING Into Your Memories Since...Right Now
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Date: 2012-10-12 07:39 pm (UTC)Not that I'm... complaining... I'm just not sure what's supposed to happen... Apart from the obvious...that is...
*she starts to turn her head to look at him, but remembers her promise and looks back at the mirror. She can't afford to chance losing him again. If it was this bad without her memories? He was right. It would have killed her if she remembered everything.*
- Ruby
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Date: 2012-10-12 08:20 pm (UTC)*he grips himself in the other hand, moving closer to her but then waits*
You know I love you right? And if...if this works and you see-- You know I would never let anything happen to you. And no matter what you think or how scared you are, I'm right here. *he rests his forehead against hers* Okay?
-Dean
((After the sexy times we might wanna move...thread's getting long already lol))
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Date: 2012-10-12 08:42 pm (UTC)*she's focused on nothing beyond him and that moment, closing her eyes as she feels them changing*
I know. *she waits several beats to let him almost think she solo-ed him again* I love you, too...
*Her smile and accompanying laugh bright* But you always have been a tease, Winchester. *she pulls back and looks at him, letting him see how deeply his effect on her goes* I'm not scared.
- Ruby
((And you found part of an endgame with the why still out there...plus the new memories haven't hit her again yet. So he can notice how different she is or not. And yes I gave them a kiss endgame, because it would have to be after all their walls were shattered... ANYWAY we're not safe yet so don't think it's over. ;) haha))
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Date: 2012-10-12 09:11 pm (UTC)*he can't keep the hope out of his voice*
...Ruby? Is--I mean--obviously it's you but you...
Holy shit, it's really you, isn't it?
-Dean
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Date: 2012-10-12 10:12 pm (UTC)*she moves to twine her arms around his neck and press herself against him, holding him close* You should really sound more certain when my panties are off and your dick's out, you know...
*tilts her head to one side* Is everything okay, Dean? I mean...you've got me all worked up... It's an odd time for having a moment.
Not that I'm complaining... *she frowns a little as she hears herself say that last bit, but shrugs it off for now*
- Ruby
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Date: 2012-10-12 10:28 pm (UTC)*laughs, tears in his eyes*
Yeah, yeah of course it's you.
*he puts his dick back in his jeans, zipping them up, and then pulling her panties back up too*
*he lifts her up into her arms and holds her, his eyes shut tight*
Of course it is.
*he doesn't know what happened, how it happened, what changed or what she knows. All he knows is the woman he's in love with loves him back again and when he looked in her eyes he say Ruby. That's all he cares about*
I just...remembered how much I love you, that's all.
*he carries her to the bed and lays her down, dropping down next to her and holding her to his chest*
You feelin' alright?
-Dean
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Date: 2012-10-12 10:39 pm (UTC)