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*he turns to face her*

I wouldn't stay if I didn't want to...

*he reaches out to touch her, but feels like maybe she doesn't want him to, so his hand lands on the bed*

I'm sorry it turned out this way, with your brother and...

*he decides to leave it at that because he can't manage to guess what she's thinking*

~Lip

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It's fine. I'm sure he'd be just as upset if he caught me with any boy...

*puts her forehead on her knee, huffing a little, trying not to cry again*

I don't regret what we did, you know...I'm glad we did...glad it was you...

<3 Sugar

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Yeah, but that's not how your first time should've gone. With you crying about it.

*she puts her forehead on her knee and he can't see her face, but he can hear the emotion in her voice, and he thinks she might be crying again*

*he moves closer, putting his hand on her other knee*

I'm glad it was me too. *because he knew his intentions and he knew they weren't all bad* And I'm glad you don't regret it. I don't regret it.

~Lip

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*she turns to look at him again and thinks he's so cute, he's being so nice, but that's not how he feels, so she closes her eyes again*

There are a lot of girls a home, huh?

<3 Sugar

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*she looks at him and he gives her a lopsided grin*

*but then she closes her eyes, looking away, and the pained expression in them...if Sebastian had fucked this up for him, he would literally kill that kid, rip him to shreds*

What, just because Sebastian said there were a lot of girls at home? *he feels a little insulted that she would just believe it, without asking him...but then he realizes that that's irrational, that's what she's trying to do now, ask him*

~Lip

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*she opens her eyes, lifting her head up a little, looking at him with big, soft eyes*

Are there? It's okay if there are...I'd understand...

<3 Sugar

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*the way that she's looking at him, with those big doe eyes, he's pulled in*

*he still doesn't know how to answer exactly because there are and he doesn't want to lie to her, but he did this because he liked her....more than those other girls*

There are lots of girls back home. *he agrees, not wanting to lie to her, and he pauses, trying to figure out how to say what he wants to add to that without making it sound like he's in love with her* But it's just sex. *the look on her face made it seem like that wasn't the way to go*

~Lip

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*her big eyes go sad, when she puts her cheek back on her knee, still looking at him*

*she speaks softly, sounding more hurt than she means to sound*

Just like me...

<3 Sugar

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What? *he looks at her shocked, and then remembers how Sebastian talked to her, what he'd said*

No! No. *he shakes his head*

*the look in her eyes is killing him, like he just called her a worthless skank or something*

The girls. At home. There's a few of them. But none of them mean anything. It's just sex.

*he looks away, because he doesn't wanna really say that she means something, it seems like dangerous ground to tread*

But, with you, it didn't mean nothing.

*he feels the need to put some distance between them, thinking about how the last time he was honest with a girl about any of his feelings, it blew up in his face, big time*

You know what, I should probably go.

~Lip

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*she looks at him, a little confused - didn't mean nothing? - she's not quite sure she understands what he means*

*but when he wants to leave, it becomes painfully clear to her what it means...or didn't mean...and tears immediately spring to her eyes*

O-okay...

*she lays back down again, turning her face away from him, so she can wipe the tears from her eyes*

<3 Sugar

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Jesus! *he said to himself, leaning over the edge of the bed, putting his own head in his hands*

*this was a new version of blowing up in his face, for a girl to cry when he said he liked her, definitely an all time low point, he knew he should accept the rejection, but he just couldn't walk away, he needed her to know he wouldn't make any unwanted advance in the future...and her crying still tore at him*

hey...don't cry. *he rested his hand on her back* I promise to not bother you. I promise I'll try to like you less. *he knew that compared to what she was likely used to, he wasn't a prize, but did she have to be so obviously upset over the idea of him wanting to be with her*

~Lip

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*she almost wanted to pull away from his touch, but when he said that, she turned back towards him, a look of pure confusion on her face*

Don't you...already like me less?

*she sits up on one arm, looking like she thinks she's missing something*

Please...just tell me once and for all if you like me or not? I can handle it.

<3 Sugar

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What? *he asked her confused, why would he possibly like her less, especially after she had sex with him, if anything that was a reason to like her more*

*he thought he'd already said that, but maybe not clear enough*

*but saying it more clearly than that...*

That's what I was trying to say, before. That this meant something....because you mean something...

*he hated how incredibly vulnerable saying that made him feel*

~Lip

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*she sit up again, raising her knee to hold on to*

Before you said it was not nothing...I dunno what that means.

*looks at him, a little hopeful, trying not to look too much so, in case she misunderstood him again*

Meant something like...you're glad I had sex with you? Or meant something like...you'd want to see me again after we leave this motel room?

<3 Sugar

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*she looks hopeful and that makes him feel less like he should run...it makes it clear to him that she wants for him to like her*

*he gives her a lopsided grin and a chuckle*

Can't it be both? *he was definitely glad she had sex with him, and of course he wanted to see her again*

~Lip

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*she smiles widely, putting both legs down in front of her, sniffing and rubbing the tears out of her eyes*

I think so.

*she looks down at her hands, fiddling with them, but smiling as she looks over at him*

So you do wanna see me again? Cause I'd kinda like to see you too. Maybe not in a creepy orchard where we almost die, though.

<3 Sugar

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Definitely no more near death experiences. *he says with a small laugh*

Yeah, I'd like to see you again too. I could give you my number.

~Lip

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*giggles softly and nods*

Mmhmm! My phone's over there. On the table.

*points to her panda, bedazzled iPhone plugged in on the table*

<3 Sugar

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*he sees her phone and can't help but chuckle to himself*

*it kinda looks like what his little sister would want if she had a phone, but it somehow fits Sugar*

*he picks it up and puts his number in, saving it under Phillip, since that's what she called him*

You can call me, whenever...

~Lip

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*smiles, trying to shift herself to get closer to him*

You too. Call yourself from my phone. So you get my number too.

*flops back down on the bed, just kind of aching all over, and she groans softly*

I still need to put my clothes back on.

<3 Sugar

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*he grins as she moves closer, and he calls himself from her phone*

*he pulls out his much older flip phone to wait for it to come through*

Okay, got it.

*he sets her phone back on the bedside table and puts his back in his pocket*

*he looks over at her*

Like I said. I can help with that. If you want. Shower too, like I said, if you want.

~Lip

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*smiles up at him, her hands smoothing over his shirt*

Just the clothes, I think. I'm guessing Sebastian wants to leave ASAP...and I don't want him to get all pouty and yelly again.

*she reaches out to him, smiling, silently asking him to help her up*

<3 Sugar

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*he frowns slightly at the thought of her having to just leave after this, but nods*

yeah, I bet he wants to get you as far away from me as he can and then lock you up.

*he says, only half joking as he takes her hands and helps her up, his hands moving to her waist, pulling her closer and giving her a light kiss before he pulls his shirt off of her*

*he stares, taking in the sight and trying to keep himself from having sex with her again*

I just wanna remember this. *he says to her with a smirk*

~Lip

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*chuckles shortly, rolling her eyes*

He may want to do that, but he can't lock me up forever.

*giggles softly as he pulls her close, kissing her and takes his shirt off her, and she smiles, but still looks a little self-conscious*

Cause I look good, I hope.

<3 Sugar

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*he grins*

Because you look beautiful.

*he pulls back from her a little to keep himself from doing more than looking, and then he finds her bra and shirt, leaving her to get them on before he kneels down, holding out his underwear for her to step into, guiding her hands to his shoulders for support*

~Lip