She had files of potential blackmail material for every person from another country's Ministry she's ever had professional dealings with. She also seemed to have a particular hatred for me.
The file's quite hilarious - they let me read it before it was destroyed.
She knew that I suspected she was up to no good and wanted me ruined. Just couldn't prove it until she started digging around in my private life. Bitch was going to try to use Alec is discredit me, but she couldn't find anything she could either use or misconstrue. "He's a muggle" isn't going to damage my reputation because everyone already knows about the Weasleys and their fascination with muggles.
I used to hate that I had that working against me, but I also used to be a complete and utter prat.
I used to hate the way people looked down on us for it. Our grandmother got disowned for marrying a Weasley. Merlin forbid the Black family associate with blood traitors like us.
My first year at the Ministry, when I was working for Crouch Sr, every comment on my performance was qualified with "for a Weasley." I wanted to be judged for my own merits and not for my last name. That's why I flew off the handle when Dad suggested Fudge was just using me because our family is close to Harry. I wasn't right, but fuck I was only 18. I thought for the first time in my life, someone had seen me for me and not as "another one of those Weasleys - which one are you again?"
*pauses* Sorry. I don't talk about that often because it's hard for me to shut up when I start.
~Percy
((Percy also needs therapy but he hasn't admitted that to himself yet.))
S'okay. I think out of everyone in our family, I know what it feels like the best, to be compared to everyone else...even you.
I dunno...I guess I kind of always thought of our family as kind of different, but better for it. That we were doing something good, even when everyone was against us. But, yeah...being judged just because of our last name is kinda awful.
Felt like no matter what you did, someone had already done it? I heard the phrase "just like Bill" far too many times, but it hurt the most when it was Mum.
Yeah, just like that. "Why can't you be more like your brother?" All of you were so different...smart, strong, funny...then there was me. Felt like I was nothing for the longest time.
It's alright. I sometimes felt pretty sorry for myself as well. I always worshiped all of you. Bill, Charlie...even wanted to be funny like Fred and George. I knew I could never be smart like you, though.
Sometimes being smart is overrated. And five years of using a time turner to take 12 classes - it's a miracle I didn't die of exhaustion.
~Percy
((The way the act like Hermione is the first person to have ever needed a time turner has always annoyed me - Percy and Bill both got 12 OWLs and therefore both would have also needed one to attend all their classes.))
You can do anything if you're smart. You're going to be the Minister, Hermione could do whatever she wanted...which I guess is numbers, go figure. And that was your thing. You're smart...and, of course, you knew it too. Still do, obviously.
I'd like to think I'm not as obnoxious about my academic performance at Hogwarts as I used to be. Nine years out, it doesn't matter at all what your grades were.
Oh, that's not what I mean. I love my job. Couldn't see me doing anything else. But the only reason I got it was because of the war. Barely passed any OWLs. Didn't pass any NEWTs. Some days it feels kind of like I cheated a bit, that I don't know enough.
*shrug, teasing*
But you still like reminding me that you indeed are the smart one.
I know, that's what I mean. Almost everyone else there had that knowledge, was smart enough to pass all those NEWTs...but not me. Cause I didn't take them.
You have to say that because you're my brother. S'okay, I know I wouldn't have passed...don't think I wrote an essay on my own the entire time I was there.
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 01:08 pm (UTC)They haven't decided what they're doing yet though - they might decide to bring the boys back here and send them to Hogwarts.
~Percy
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 01:24 pm (UTC)-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 01:38 pm (UTC)She had files of potential blackmail material for every person from another country's Ministry she's ever had professional dealings with. She also seemed to have a particular hatred for me.
~Percy
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 03:08 pm (UTC)-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 03:33 pm (UTC)She knew that I suspected she was up to no good and wanted me ruined. Just couldn't prove it until she started digging around in my private life. Bitch was going to try to use Alec is discredit me, but she couldn't find anything she could either use or misconstrue. "He's a muggle" isn't going to damage my reputation because everyone already knows about the Weasleys and their fascination with muggles.
I used to hate that I had that working against me, but I also used to be a complete and utter prat.
~Percy
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 03:46 pm (UTC)Wow. In a relationship with a muggle was the best she could do? You must be really boring, then.
You used to hate how much we like muggles? That is a little prattish, hate to say.
-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 04:10 pm (UTC)I used to hate the way people looked down on us for it. Our grandmother got disowned for marrying a Weasley. Merlin forbid the Black family associate with blood traitors like us.
My first year at the Ministry, when I was working for Crouch Sr, every comment on my performance was qualified with "for a Weasley." I wanted to be judged for my own merits and not for my last name. That's why I flew off the handle when Dad suggested Fudge was just using me because our family is close to Harry. I wasn't right, but fuck I was only 18. I thought for the first time in my life, someone had seen me for me and not as "another one of those Weasleys - which one are you again?"
*pauses* Sorry. I don't talk about that often because it's hard for me to shut up when I start.
~Percy
((Percy also needs therapy but he hasn't admitted that to himself yet.))
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 04:58 pm (UTC)S'okay. I think out of everyone in our family, I know what it feels like the best, to be compared to everyone else...even you.
I dunno...I guess I kind of always thought of our family as kind of different, but better for it. That we were doing something good, even when everyone was against us. But, yeah...being judged just because of our last name is kinda awful.
-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 05:28 pm (UTC)~Percy
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 05:41 pm (UTC)Yeah, just like that. "Why can't you be more like your brother?" All of you were so different...smart, strong, funny...then there was me. Felt like I was nothing for the longest time.
-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 07:59 pm (UTC)~Percy
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 08:15 pm (UTC)It's alright. I sometimes felt pretty sorry for myself as well. I always worshiped all of you. Bill, Charlie...even wanted to be funny like Fred and George. I knew I could never be smart like you, though.
-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 09:02 pm (UTC)~Percy
((The way the act like Hermione is the first person to have ever needed a time turner has always annoyed me - Percy and Bill both got 12 OWLs and therefore both would have also needed one to attend all their classes.))
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 09:22 pm (UTC)-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 09:30 pm (UTC)I'd like to think I'm not as obnoxious about my academic performance at Hogwarts as I used to be. Nine years out, it doesn't matter at all what your grades were.
~Percy
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-15 09:46 pm (UTC)Oh, that's not what I mean. I love my job. Couldn't see me doing anything else. But the only reason I got it was because of the war. Barely passed any OWLs. Didn't pass any NEWTs. Some days it feels kind of like I cheated a bit, that I don't know enough.
*shrug, teasing*
But you still like reminding me that you indeed are the smart one.
-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-16 12:26 am (UTC)It's kind of hard to pass NEWTs if you never took any, you know.
~Percy
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-16 01:03 am (UTC)-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-16 03:42 am (UTC)~Percy
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-16 03:59 am (UTC)You have to say that because you're my brother. S'okay, I know I wouldn't have passed...don't think I wrote an essay on my own the entire time I was there.
-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-16 08:54 am (UTC)At the risk of sounding like Mum - you had the ability to had you really applied yourself.
And if I ever say shit like that to my own children, please smack me.
~Percy
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-16 05:09 pm (UTC)Oh, how the times have changed. And you're not telling me how writing essays is the most important skill and I'll be lost without it.
*grins cheekily*
But what if your children are just like me? Then I bet you'd sound just like Mum.
-Ron
Re: Cafe in London
Date: 2013-03-19 03:22 am (UTC)*groans* I don't want to be an asshole dad. I want to be a fun dad.
~Percy